Sour grapes don't taste too good but I keep eating them.

I need to find peace in my world and wonder if I'll ever find it.

My son's English teacher has high school experience only, was out of the classroom for 6 years and is just returning, and travels over an hour to get to work.  I wish, wish, wish I had been even considered for the job.  Money is tight here and I want to find peace so I can stop eating sour grapes and move on.