I still cannot make up my mind. I suppose one could say I am suffering or experiencing a mid-life crisis. I want to get away and find a new place to grow as I feel stagnant here. This stagnation isn't new either. It's really been present every year I've lived in the northeast.
Still, I can't go yet either. First of all, I need some red tape handled. If I don't have Nevada certification in hand, I simply cannot get a job in Nevada. Is that a dream busted or simply deferred?
I feel sort of angry at those who say, "I don't like this idea." Is it theirs to like? It might be a mistake. But it's for me to decide. I have been graced with a family that is willing to go along for the ride and let me leave. I need to take the bull by the horns.
